Now,Happy?TYJ

Everything juz din happen like wad i thought,but nevermind...it's also a good finishing of the long and painful story...HOPE THAT THE FINISH OF THIS STORY WON'T CHANGED AND I CAN GET BACK MY OWNSELF WITH A HEART FIXED BACK BY MY BEST BEST BEST FRIENDS......Actually,sometimes,they looks good to me and i think they r my friends...but sometimes i think that they hate me and juz treat me as their enemy...BUT THE ACTUAL ANSWER IS THEY CARE OF ME!! Maybe i am also not sure that this will be the truth but it's better than thinking they hate me...it's great!!!Yay!!

So Many Things Happen Juz In A Sudden

During these days,nothing surprising happen......MY HEART JUST......LIKE A GLASS THAT ALL OF THE WATER HAD JUZ POURED OUT AND IS EMPTY!!!!!! Besides.i also accidently said wrong words to "someone",and hurt that people's heart...OH MY GOD!!! What Had I Done!!!!Still got a lot of things happen in such a sudden that hurt my heart...But nevermind,i still can stand the feelings it's juz like last time... but juz a little bit stronger...I regret for every thing that i had done to "them" !!!Sorry,but nevermind if they won't forgive my childish thinking!!!

Hate Love

I dom't know why nowadays i juz very very HATE love and like friendship very much...Maybe it is coz of my friends...They always say i changed because of love, all because of love!!!So,now i HATE love very much..u juz unbelieveable!!!!JUZ HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!

Changed Myself

Finally,i changed myself.I had a haircut.i changed my long and thick hair into a short and thin hair....Maybe it was very cute to others...but to me it looks very very weird!!!i can't believe it,i HATE it!!!

Very Boring

Very very BORING!!!Stay at home everyday,juz reading books,playing computer games......nothing surprising happen.Now,i hope that i can go out with my friends......but i juz can't.I think i must find something interesting to do...that will be better...

Just As Happy As I Can

Very very very HAPPY,coz i finally think that they did friend me,and had forgive me for my childish thinking......JUZ EXTREMELY HAPPY......HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think it everyday

I think it everyday... i am really wrong...Yesterday midnight, i still online, i chat happily with a best friend...the one that i thought she very HATE me...but actually she don't shen juz wanted me to be back myself...Juz from some hours ago i think carefully and i stop thinking...I juz have a conclusion:I MUST CHANGE AND THEY ARE MY FRIENDS,BEST FRIENDS......

I think it everyday

Finally, i stand out

Finally, i stand out...i helped "Sticky" at Thursday!Coz they didn't respect me as a normal friends...I think they juz very HATE me...That day,they hate me more...i was very happy...i thought i was right...But actually NO,i started to regret!That day when i online i asked some of them whether i did wrong or not,some said yes some said no...I also asked them if they really hate me,but...some said yes and some said no again...And i said a lot of "sorry",coz i still treat them as my best frieds...but maybe they don't......

Very Mad

Still very sad but also a little bit Mad of my friends...I'd like to help Spider & Dolphin but i scared they still HATE me, still don't like me and don't want to accept my changes....So, i go further and further coz i really really very very scared of my heart being hurt....u know,it's extremely painful...They don't know me,as a best friend...i really very disappointed with u all,friends...

Very Sad

VERY SAD coz last week whole week i can't stay with all my best friends...they HATE me,i think so..but they said they don't.they also wanted me to change back like last time!!Did i really changed?!!!I asked myself again and again...The next day, when i go to school, i tried my best to change back into normal as they said,but after i had changed 50%,they stil don't accept me......So,i felt very depressed the whole week long