Very Mad

Still very sad but also a little bit Mad of my friends...I'd like to help Spider & Dolphin but i scared they still HATE me, still don't like me and don't want to accept my changes....So, i go further and further coz i really really very very scared of my heart being hurt....u know,it's extremely painful...They don't know me,as a best friend...i really very disappointed with u all,friends...