Saturday, October 31, 2009

Not Lonely Again

Someone(LYJ) wanna be the another voice singing with me in a same song...sooo happy not lonely again!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Very happy and very sad today

Today is my graduation day, i extremely excited and sad for leaving this school......i saw XXX, i didn't say hi to him, is it my fault......juz hate this kind of feelings......

Friday, October 30, 2009

Actually, I Extremely Hate Myself

I hate myself for being soooo stubborn....but i like myself for being stubborn sometime...... Sorry to everyone that care of me(actually no one), sorry coz i hurt your friend, killed your friend.......really really very very extremely sorry to all of u SORRY!!!!

Two Voices,One Song

Everytime i sing my favourite song, i will felt that i need someone be right beside me, singing with me together, two voices, one song......Maybe a friend, a best best friend, but sooo pity i dun have any......

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

SORRYx100

Sorry lyj for dun online for soooo many days... haha!!!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

A poem that tells me the truth

My best friend, LYJ gave me a poem and it's meaningful to me......(every breath shortens life, be happy or u cry,appreciate things u have, for sure u won't regret) cool rite? After reading this poem, know the truth now?

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Friendship Is Everything

To me,FRIENDSHIP IS EVERYTHING!!! Altough i am juz a normal fren to them but i still felt very very happy, coz to them, i am a fren......Today, me,YA,LYJ,TLI,TJE,LCY,SPSC,OWS,LWS, all of us went a trip...sooo happy during the trip....during the trip, i had a lot of brothers, sisters, soooo cool.......but i dun care whose my sis, whose my bro, but i know they are juz my friends, best best friends forever!!!!!!!We also heard jc's songs during the trip, when we hear "zui chang de dian ying" one of them said i'm crying but i'm not, if i cry, that's because i'm tooooo happy.......

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Very Sorry,LYJ

Very very sorry coz i dun post new posts from 2nd Oct to 15th Oct....Sry coz toooo busy and my sis juz finish PMR, so cannot always online, oh my god...HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!

LYJ, XXX still luv u very much but it juz dunno how to show it out so u found that it treat u as friend only but remember must trust the people who u luv dun like me.

Juz Found How Important Is Friendship

Everything's juz fine but i found that friendship is so important that i must appreciate it. i went closer to one of them, my BFF, lyj and juz play more with them. it's juz very very happy forever happy and never sad again.......YAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!HOORAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, October 2, 2009

Happy does not belongs to me

Happy does not belongs to me, i am always sad. My friends didn't treat me as a friend. When they are sad, they remember me and i am the one who tried to give them happyness; when they are happy, i am always not in their group coz i am extra to them and i only bring sad feelings. But why, i did so much for wad, no meaning, to them i am juz a fly, when i go near them, they juz want me to go away, want me to get lost. I help them, they hate me, wad a funny thing is this! Just now, in school, they come and said they hate me, and they said its juz saying for fun, but i don't think so, i know this is their real feelings, how brave are they!!!

I Regret For Everything That I Did

I juz dunno what am i doing...I really really very HATE myself!!! I regret for everything that i did, every decisions that i make!!! I threw away my love and juz to be their friend, but, at last they still hate me altough how much i had changed. I am always a crow, a crow can't become a peacock altough it did evrything to change itself, its no use. I cried again, this time is because i did wrong decisions and regret for it! From today onwards, i won't do anything that will makes me regret......

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Heaven Knows

is a song, lovely song.Ilike it very much juz from the first time i heard it. It is meaningful to me!The chorus part is (Maybe my love will come back some day,only heaven knows; maybe your heart will find the way,only heaven knows; all i can do is hope and pray; coz heaven knows). It acts in our real life, heaven knows and controls everything, we can't do anything to stop,we juz can accept the truth, OK?