I Regret For Everything That I Did

I juz dunno what am i doing...I really really very HATE myself!!! I regret for everything that i did, every decisions that i make!!! I threw away my love and juz to be their friend, but, at last they still hate me altough how much i had changed. I am always a crow, a crow can't become a peacock altough it did evrything to change itself, its no use. I cried again, this time is because i did wrong decisions and regret for it! From today onwards, i won't do anything that will makes me regret......