Be Happy

It's time!!!!! Time to let go all the memories during standard one to six, but there's something i must say...... It's better to let go because if u dun let go u will suffer much more than others.......SO, JUZ BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bye Bye

Bye bye to everyone that i care or that care of me, the third TYJ is gonna dissappear forever and the forth TYJ is there waiting...... So, BYE BYE AND REALLY REALLY SORRY......

Sorry again

Sorry for din online for sooo long, but nevermind right? ^^ Be HAPPY

A Busy Day

Today whole morning, i'm in the library helping Teacher Yeoh do something......After break time, i'm also very busy, busy talking with some 6J students, at last some 6H students hit my back and how painful is it, i have no time to think more and I HATE THINKING ALL THE STUPID QUESTIONS (JUZ GOTTA BE BUSY ENOUGH TOO GET MY MIND OFF THE STUPID THINGS)......

Found myself still lonely

Wad is lonely...I'm lonely...haha!!!!!! LONELY TYJ juz be with myself everywhere i go how lonely is it...But it's better than being with no one......HAHA!!! ^_^

A Game That I Need To Play

There was a secret game that i found in a book, it was---"ANGEL WITH ITS MASTER"......Cool huh?!! Its juz a simple and childish game but i need to play it...this maybe can help me......Every player will get a master, everyone will be a master and a master's angel, u can't let ur master know that you are his/her angel, also keep this secret to everyone that play the game. You will need to write letters to ur master as an angel and reply your angel's letters..... You must protest and help your master.......That's all... Isn't it cool?!!!

Sorry LYJ

Sorry LYJ, i promised u to go but at last i didn't go......SORRYx100.....

Not Lonely Again

Someone(LYJ) wanna be the another voice singing with me in a same song...sooo happy not lonely again!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Very happy and very sad today

Today is my graduation day, i extremely excited and sad for leaving this school......i saw XXX, i didn't say hi to him, is it my fault......juz hate this kind of feelings......

Actually, I Extremely Hate Myself

I hate myself for being soooo stubborn....but i like myself for being stubborn sometime...... Sorry to everyone that care of me(actually no one), sorry coz i hurt your friend, killed your friend.......really really very very extremely sorry to all of u SORRY!!!!

Two Voices,One Song

Everytime i sing my favourite song, i will felt that i need someone be right beside me, singing with me together, two voices, one song......Maybe a friend, a best best friend, but sooo pity i dun have any......

SORRYx100

Sorry lyj for dun online for soooo many days... haha!!!

A poem that tells me the truth

My best friend, LYJ gave me a poem and it's meaningful to me......(every breath shortens life, be happy or u cry,appreciate things u have, for sure u won't regret) cool rite? After reading this poem, know the truth now?

Friendship Is Everything

To me,FRIENDSHIP IS EVERYTHING!!! Altough i am juz a normal fren to them but i still felt very very happy, coz to them, i am a fren......Today, me,YA,LYJ,TLI,TJE,LCY,SPSC,OWS,LWS, all of us went a trip...sooo happy during the trip....during the trip, i had a lot of brothers, sisters, soooo cool.......but i dun care whose my sis, whose my bro, but i know they are juz my friends, best best friends forever!!!!!!!We also heard jc's songs during the trip, when we hear "zui chang de dian ying" one of them said i'm crying but i'm not, if i cry, that's because i'm tooooo happy.......

Very Sorry,LYJ

Very very sorry coz i dun post new posts from 2nd Oct to 15th Oct....Sry coz toooo busy and my sis juz finish PMR, so cannot always online, oh my god...HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!

LYJ, XXX still luv u very much but it juz dunno how to show it out so u found that it treat u as friend only but remember must trust the people who u luv dun like me.

Juz Found How Important Is Friendship

Everything's juz fine but i found that friendship is so important that i must appreciate it. i went closer to one of them, my BFF, lyj and juz play more with them. it's juz very very happy forever happy and never sad again.......YAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!HOORAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy does not belongs to me

Happy does not belongs to me, i am always sad. My friends didn't treat me as a friend. When they are sad, they remember me and i am the one who tried to give them happyness; when they are happy, i am always not in their group coz i am extra to them and i only bring sad feelings. But why, i did so much for wad, no meaning, to them i am juz a fly, when i go near them, they juz want me to go away, want me to get lost. I help them, they hate me, wad a funny thing is this! Just now, in school, they come and said they hate me, and they said its juz saying for fun, but i don't think so, i know this is their real feelings, how brave are they!!!

I Regret For Everything That I Did

I juz dunno what am i doing...I really really very HATE myself!!! I regret for everything that i did, every decisions that i make!!! I threw away my love and juz to be their friend, but, at last they still hate me altough how much i had changed. I am always a crow, a crow can't become a peacock altough it did evrything to change itself, its no use. I cried again, this time is because i did wrong decisions and regret for it! From today onwards, i won't do anything that will makes me regret......

Heaven Knows

is a song, lovely song.Ilike it very much juz from the first time i heard it. It is meaningful to me!The chorus part is (Maybe my love will come back some day,only heaven knows; maybe your heart will find the way,only heaven knows; all i can do is hope and pray; coz heaven knows). It acts in our real life, heaven knows and controls everything, we can't do anything to stop,we juz can accept the truth, OK?

Now,Happy?TYJ

Everything juz din happen like wad i thought,but nevermind...it's also a good finishing of the long and painful story...HOPE THAT THE FINISH OF THIS STORY WON'T CHANGED AND I CAN GET BACK MY OWNSELF WITH A HEART FIXED BACK BY MY BEST BEST BEST FRIENDS......Actually,sometimes,they looks good to me and i think they r my friends...but sometimes i think that they hate me and juz treat me as their enemy...BUT THE ACTUAL ANSWER IS THEY CARE OF ME!! Maybe i am also not sure that this will be the truth but it's better than thinking they hate me...it's great!!!Yay!!

So Many Things Happen Juz In A Sudden

During these days,nothing surprising happen......MY HEART JUST......LIKE A GLASS THAT ALL OF THE WATER HAD JUZ POURED OUT AND IS EMPTY!!!!!! Besides.i also accidently said wrong words to "someone",and hurt that people's heart...OH MY GOD!!! What Had I Done!!!!Still got a lot of things happen in such a sudden that hurt my heart...But nevermind,i still can stand the feelings it's juz like last time... but juz a little bit stronger...I regret for every thing that i had done to "them" !!!Sorry,but nevermind if they won't forgive my childish thinking!!!

Hate Love

I dom't know why nowadays i juz very very HATE love and like friendship very much...Maybe it is coz of my friends...They always say i changed because of love, all because of love!!!So,now i HATE love very much..u juz unbelieveable!!!!JUZ HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!

Changed Myself

Finally,i changed myself.I had a haircut.i changed my long and thick hair into a short and thin hair....Maybe it was very cute to others...but to me it looks very very weird!!!i can't believe it,i HATE it!!!

Very Boring

Very very BORING!!!Stay at home everyday,juz reading books,playing computer games......nothing surprising happen.Now,i hope that i can go out with my friends......but i juz can't.I think i must find something interesting to do...that will be better...

Just As Happy As I Can

Very very very HAPPY,coz i finally think that they did friend me,and had forgive me for my childish thinking......JUZ EXTREMELY HAPPY......HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think it everyday

I think it everyday... i am really wrong...Yesterday midnight, i still online, i chat happily with a best friend...the one that i thought she very HATE me...but actually she don't shen juz wanted me to be back myself...Juz from some hours ago i think carefully and i stop thinking...I juz have a conclusion:I MUST CHANGE AND THEY ARE MY FRIENDS,BEST FRIENDS......

I think it everyday

Finally, i stand out

Finally, i stand out...i helped "Sticky" at Thursday!Coz they didn't respect me as a normal friends...I think they juz very HATE me...That day,they hate me more...i was very happy...i thought i was right...But actually NO,i started to regret!That day when i online i asked some of them whether i did wrong or not,some said yes some said no...I also asked them if they really hate me,but...some said yes and some said no again...And i said a lot of "sorry",coz i still treat them as my best frieds...but maybe they don't......

Very Mad

Still very sad but also a little bit Mad of my friends...I'd like to help Spider & Dolphin but i scared they still HATE me, still don't like me and don't want to accept my changes....So, i go further and further coz i really really very very scared of my heart being hurt....u know,it's extremely painful...They don't know me,as a best friend...i really very disappointed with u all,friends...

Very Sad

VERY SAD coz last week whole week i can't stay with all my best friends...they HATE me,i think so..but they said they don't.they also wanted me to change back like last time!!Did i really changed?!!!I asked myself again and again...The next day, when i go to school, i tried my best to change back into normal as they said,but after i had changed 50%,they stil don't accept me......So,i felt very depressed the whole week long